My Crush Has Always Been Me

The story of My Crush Has Always Been Me

Kai has been secretly in love with Ethan, his brother's best friend and the most popular guy at school, for five years. Despite his feelings, Kai struggles with his nerves and the fear of being noticed by Ethan. When Kai accidentally swaps phones with Ethan, he discovers they share the same phone passcode—Ethan's birthday—giving Kai a rare glimpse into Ethan's private world. Meanwhile, Leah, the campus queen, publicly confesses her feelings to Ethan but is rejected coldly, revealing Ethan's distant nature and reluctance to date.

As Kai navigates his complicated emotions and the unexpected phone mix-up, he becomes more determined to get closer to Ethan. The tension builds as Kai tries to switch the phones back while keeping his secret safe. Kai is at the school pool, hoping to seize an opportunity to connect with Ethan during his extra training.

Main characters

• Kai — protagonist, secretly in love with Ethan
• Ethan — Kai's brother's best friend, popular and distant
• Leah — campus queen who confesses to Ethan

My Crush Has Always Been Me episodes 1–3

Episode 1

Kai nervously encounters Ethan and accidentally swaps phones with him during orientation.

Episode 2

Leah confesses to Ethan but is rejected; Kai struggles with his feelings and denies jealousy.

Episode 3

Kai discovers the shared phone passcode and tries to return Ethan's phone while planning to approach him at the pool.

About My Crush Has Always Been Me

Themes

Revenge

This show is

Dramatic, Satisfying

Episodes

50 episodes · 87 minutes in all

Maturity rating

TV-14

Free to watch

Episodes 1 to 5

Watch it all

$9.99/month for every show (your first week discounted), or $4.99 to keep just this one

My Crush Has Always Been Me episode guide

1. Episode 1 · 2:55 · free
2. Episode 2 · 1:49 · free
3. Episode 3 · 2:31 · free
4. Episode 4 · 1:55 · free
5. Episode 5 · 1:23 · free
6. Episode 6 · 2:01
7. Episode 7 · 1:52
8. Episode 8 · 2:40
9. Episode 9 · 1:17
10. Episode 10 · 1:15

…and 40 more episodes, up to episode 50.

My Crush Has Always Been Me: questions

Where can I watch My Crush Has Always Been Me full episodes?

On BingeTube (binge.tube): all 50 episodes, in any web browser, no app. Episodes 1 to 5 are free.

How many episodes does My Crush Has Always Been Me have?

My Crush Has Always Been Me has 50 episodes, about 87 minutes in all; each runs about 104 seconds.

Is My Crush Has Always Been Me free to watch?

The first 5 episodes are free; the rest come with a BingeTube membership, or buy My Crush Has Always Been Me on its own.

What is My Crush Has Always Been Me about?

Kai has been secretly in love with Ethan, his brother's best friend and the most popular guy at school, for five years. Despite his feelings, Kai struggles with his nerves and the fear of being noticed by Ethan. When Kai accidentally swaps phones with Ethan, he discovers they share the same phone passcode—Ethan's birthday—giving Kai a rare glimpse into Ethan's private world. Meanwhile, Leah, the campus queen,…

Who are the main characters in My Crush Has Always Been Me?

Kai, protagonist, secretly in love with Ethan; Ethan, Kai's brother's best friend, popular and distant; Leah, campus queen who confesses to Ethan.

What to watch after My Crush Has Always Been Me?

Shows like My Crush Has Always Been Me on BingeTube include Ghost Me Again and I'm Gone, Fatal Gift and He Promised to Be My Eyes But Lied for Three Years.